Angels. Revelations. Acceptance. Letting Go. Troubles. Growing Up. Blessings.
I need to tell the world. I want to tell the world. That’s how full my heart is, that all I want is to scream it out to the world, to share with the world, to be with the world.
All my life, I have always said that my life would start when I turn 30. Not realizing the cosmic truth behind it, when I turned 30, I was given a new life. Sets of great experiences start happening in my life; experiences that triggered my growth that make me feel like I’m a completely new person now. Well, I am still me, but a very different me. A full me. An alive me. I’m still not sure how to describe it, but all these feelings that give me the patience and courage I didn’t know I have. Feelings that give me the attitude to see life from a beautiful point of view. It’s like I finally know why I’m here.
Today, I just really want to take the time to thank 2009 and all its blessings.
God sent me angels in the form of such beautiful friends that I couldn’t have picked better. Angels who inspire me to be a better being. Angels who support me when I’m down. Angels who love me for who I am, coming from a place of non-judgment. Angels who make me realize the angel in me too. I am thankful for my angels.
God sent me teachers, in many different forms, who answer my questions. I have never met so many inspiring people all my life combined as I have in 2009. Everywhere I go, I was inspired. I was introduced to people that help me open my eyes and grow my heart even more. They help me realize who I am, what I want in this world, and how to live the best life I could have. I am thankful for my teachers.
God sent me catalysts. I was given conflicts that would trigger my growth, so that I begin to ask the question “What do I really want in this life” knowing that I have never asked that question my whole entire life. Yes, I realized I made mistakes – honest mistakes because my heart was still young. I didn’t regret those mistakes. I am glad I made those mistakes. It opened me. I am thankful for the catalysts.
God gave me the opportunity to be strong. I was to make my own choices, stick with them, even if it means to let go of something very close to my heart. I learned that to love is to let go. So, I let go of so many things. Though they broke my heart and made me cry, I know this heart grows stronger somehow. I receive more by letting go. I get that now. I only need to gather up the courage to do it. I am proud of myself. I am thankful for the lessons.
God gave me a taste of ease. As long as my heart is full, everything will present its way to me in its own perfect way. I had a taste of a full life with the least effort. It was magic. It was miracles. That I am magic. I am miracles. I can create magic and miracles. I am thankful for all the magics and miracles.
I felt like I was given a new set of eyes that enable me to see such beauty in this world. Beauty that grows my heart bigger each moment. Beauty that draws me closer to all what life is. Beauty that eliminate all worries in my life and bring in courage and wisdom instead. I see things clearer. I hear things more. I notice more life. I am alive. I feel alive. I am thankful for these eyes.
Knowing all that. I am already thankful for 2010, knowing it’s already a beautiful year with all its blessings. This is the year of me practicing all those magics and miracles I learned in 2009. I know I won’t just be sticking my toe into the ocean, but I will jump head first into this unknown, knowing it can only be great.
So thank you. Let’s make 2010 a magical year for all of us. God Bless You!